So at this point in my life, I’m going to go ahead and say things are absolutely perfect. I don’t think I could ask for more, honestly. I don’t know how I’d get it. Ashleigh is perfect.
Earlier today we read this amazing forum thread propagated by either a stalker or a genius troll. He claimed to have sent 600 emails to a woman by the name of Denko, and displayed an insane amount of self-centeredness. Every single action he spun in his own brain to be somehow in his benefit, perhaps to make himself feel better.
I think what people originally called “enlightenment” is actually just self-awareness. Which this guy shows none of during the course of his five threads.
That is kind of off-track, though. What I am bringing this up for is more to say what I have is something a lot of people wish they had: a loving, deep, trusting, happy relationship with someone they are immensely attracted to. I often think about that when I see something like Denko’s boyfriend, because they obviously haven’t had a taste of any actual devotion from someone who’s worth it.
Often it’s sad (albeit in a hilarious way), but then I think about it from my perspective. I’m the opposite. I’m not bragging either, I’m just thankful. She came a long way for me, not for something else. Just for me.